What Am I?

Why do I always feel like I'm the only one who loves you more?

Kadang kadang rasa fed up sebab tak dapat the same energy...

They said loyalty is enough for a relationship to be strong.

No. It's not just that...

How were you before you have me and after you got me? Do you even see the difference?

I'm always hurt, always. 

I try my best to not make a fuss about little things because I don't want you to give up on me.

But honestly, we're a mess....

Am I bad?

Am I bad? I always question myself this. Am I bad to be self centered some times? Am I bad to be need of pampers? Am I bad because when I try to involve in my feelings, other people are hurting.... Am I bad? It results in me posting in my blog instead of telling people about it. Because I can't. If I do, people will feel bad and I will feel bad which eventually I am the one with a bad image. Sedih siot. I really want someone to listen and understand, I need no answers I just want someone to listen. Gosh, this is when I realized, I have no one when I'm down, when I'm weak, I have no one to go to, which sucks. Lol. I'm just gonna stop here, this is frustrating. Might as well ends it.

Alive

Haven't open my blog since... I don't even know when. It was I think in 2013, blogging started to be famous among youngsters such as me myself. Most of my friends created their own blog and started blogging. Well, I don't want to miss the trending train so I created mine. With the help of my IT genius friend, I now have a super simple and neat blog. lol. (credits to Mario)

When life slapped me hard on the face and told me, "Ros, you gotta wake up!", I stopped blogging and focus on my life. I don't have the time to think, type and publish. Even if I do have spare time, I would prefer to laze around. So, I stopped the blogging thing. But since then, my life has been great. There were a lot of ups and downs, surprises, amazing things happened and so did bad things. There are a lot of stories to be told!

My posts on this blog more of my life story or maybe some posts are about other things that are not sensitive to the society, you don't want to mess with things nowadays, they get spread like wildfire easily. So, with this as my first post, I declare that I'm back at this again, alive.

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